Thank you God for sending us this angel named Demetria, and thank you for giving this gift to help those in need through music.Demi taught me to never give up."Today you cry for mistakes. Tomorrow you smile, showing the world what he learned from them. "- Demi Lovato."Demi you have no idea how you changed my life.You can imagine how difficult it was then improved, that season had worsened. But most of the time I felt alone. I cried, I prayed, I struggled, but even so I always tried to help others and make their lives better.
I was in a school from 3 to 7 years old, my mother there I changed schools, I became very ill, I missed everything and everyone there started eating that much to decrease the miss, then I got fat, above weight as soon as I arrived at a new school,called me a whale, fat, obese, witch and more so every day, every hour, pulled the chair when I would sit down, kicked me, beat me, locked me in the bathroom and they were kicking the door I was leaning
I tolerated it all quiet for 3 years,I did not want to go to school, I do not sleep, I spent the night crying, the third school year, besides I do not eat I do not sleep, I was stopping to eat slowly, in third grade, I no longer eat anything or drink for days, I have anemia: lack of food in the body, anorexia: the go days without eating and bulimia: I'm 6 pounds below the right weight for my age and look in the mirror and see myself fat,have it all until today, my pressure drops every day, my stomach is smaller than that of normal people, I already fainted for a few seconds, to stay without eating or drinking anything
  had an idiot boy I met in the beginning of the year, he was very stupid, he told me he loved me and hated at the same time, there was a day he called me fat, I do not know if it was a joke or not
   By implication, then I cut myself,I am writing this letter, I cut myself a year when you receive this letter, will become two years of cuts, endless, I cut the wrist, only one side, because I was afraid of death, was so deep, I I lost my sense wrist, lost touch, it was a huge shock, I had read on websites, that when we lost touch, because fault is little to reach the vein, which would kill me, I stopped, when you've been in the clinic rehab, I made a promise, I would not cut until you leave the clinic if you would leave as well, I would have stopped forever when you left, but people came into my life, and they ruined my life, so I went back to cut me I was months without hurting myself, for you, only for you to see that beautiful smile on her face again, but people did not allowed me to improve,I swear I tried, already thought about killing myself 16 times in my life, that's for 13 years, today is December 2nd 2012, I just wanted to tell you, I love you, I tell my story to very few people, and I have not seen her personally, never, but I think you know enough, by being lovatic since camp rock 1, and so when I was only 8 years old, a little girl who fell in love with the beautiful girl with long black hair, of bangs, who had a voice that touched my heart, it still plays and will always touch my heart, Mitchie, when you sat in the back in camp rock when you have excluded people and made you cry, I cry with you I cried a lot, I remembered what had happened to me many, many times,I felt exhausted for having endured all that, it's really as if you had fought a war followed by another, for years, every day, a war that ended not more, that I won a war, a war that you won, you know why princess? because you is a warrior! and I tried to learn as you win, I tried to learn to be a warrior like you, and what can I say? I got it because I was inspired by you.because you is and always will be my inspiration, and millions and millions more of the world lovatics,excuse my bad English, and the fact that I'm Brazilian, yes, the one who loves brigadeiro! (Brigadier) ,who loves bread with egg!At his embrace hope over time that is.
Because I know it will be worth!
           
NOT JUST FANS ARE LOVATICS. I do not understand why I judged, condemned me to have an imperfect life just because I was a little overweight. This is something so normal. Because coming from me felt surreal? Like everyone, I was amused, confident, smart, but because nobody wanted to be my friend? But times went by and not one thing I quoted just above, is a thing that differs from many, is that I am strong. I bore it all quietly. So I'm not weak.I ask only one thing, never ever forget, I will never forget you, I never, EVER going to stop loving you, never you is EVERYTHING to me. I love your smile, in a way inexplicable, how it looks like your face is going to explode the size of your smile, it makes me smile, and that smile is what motivates me to keep going, makes you carry on. It's that smile that I breathe. It's that smile that I'm proud. That is the smile vencedor.Quantas times have you thought about quitting? How many times have you just found reasons to quit? But you always found a way to move on, even calling what others told you, you moved on, never denied a smile, even when you do not have the strength. That's why I admire you so much, for in the face of so many difficulties, critiques and tears you smile and showed the strength he has. Today is here, putting a smile on the faces of so many people and helping with their history. You're the girl that I admire most and the woman for whom I am proud

       

you traded tears for smiles, you know, you is our princess, our queen, our MCDlove, our QueenD, have not explain my love for you! and something that I do not understand, to love someone I've never seen in person, someone who does not even know of my existence, someone who has seas between us, the barriers are great my love, but you taught me to drop them, it's good to see you happy, baby. Just do not let princess, nobody ever tear a smile on his face. I saw hair brown, black, red, blonde, streaked with pink and blue and Demi promise you that I will be here to see you gray hair. I will still be here remembering all the lyrics of his songs, each one of them. I'll be here supporting you, always. I'll be here to give you strength when you do not have to remember that, I'll be here to give you my smile not to see you cry. Even though I'm the only one, even though there is no more Lovatic I, Demi, I'll be here standing until the end for you.She takes pictures after grimacing to laugh at herself, she has a favorite sport like surfing but do not know surf, swallows a mosquito while singing, burps in a soundchek, playing with cutlery in a fancy restaurant, teaches younger sister and talk expletive, tipping and breaking microphones, think your smile is so big it can explode in your face, you hear your own music on the radio and did not know who sings it feels strange to hear their music and watch on TV, almost ran over a artist, took an hour to learn how to fuel the car, already confused pudding with dog food, buried his cell, cried when his first tooth fell, as did the father hid a tattoo and would like to delete some, I forget her first single , has had her hair bitten by a giraffe, hate the number 4 no reason,'ve picked the wrong luggage at the airport and forgot his phone in the armchair avião.Demi sang "Did you forget about me," he (Nick) turned, said "Nope" and smiled.

   

She's the kind of girl who plays with chickens and kisses.

fan remembers his idol when you saw the first time?

  '' fan remembers how he even knows you exist'' have you heard?

fan remembers when everyone said it was just a phase?

remember the first fan magazines that you bought with your idol on the cover?

reminds fan loves and supports you as your idol?

remember this as a fan of distance between you and him, you hurt?

Fan recalls that as you search beautiful words to talk about it, you will never be able to express everything you feel?

fan remembers the sadness to learn that hitting is as far as his idol?

reminds fan of shows that you planned on Go and the end did not work?

Of the fan remembers times you cried thinking about your idol?

this .. is hard, but always worth it.You have done a face to smile, you know. 
You know when you hide all the mess under the carpet? So I hide under my smile.
Everyone, all the time, try to tell you how you should be. It's time for me to say, who you should be, as I should be, in two, we should be as we are, really, without fear of criticism, be as we want to be!
Always smile when you see the idol smile. It's inevitable.Just the kind of fan who is not giving up in your dictionary!People say that everything in life has its limits. I disagree. The love of a fan becomes every day more infinite.Regardless of what anybody says, I want the smile off my idol to also be able to smile and hug for me be in peace.You may even know that I do not exist, but know that you exist and see your smile improve my day.You know that this fan next to his idol, for everything? So this is me
I thank you for making me smile when times are most difficult, and most of all for teaching me to love you inexplicably!